bright blessings

November 11, 2020

Old habits die hard. It’s past 3AM, and I’ve been procrastinating sleep since I got home at 1AM. I feel I MUST write just a few things down.

I haven’t written an inner dialogue in months. SO many things have changed, and so many memorable things have happened. Boo and I just moved to Salt Lake, a block from Liberty Park. A long-time dream for me. I’m fighting the depression I usually feel at this time of year by going on frequent walks.

Today I went to Jarrith’s house to work while I waited to get Wi-Fi at my new place. Jarrith and I always have a fun time together. We have an awesome back-and-forth and love each other a lot. They made me a mammoth salad, and we drank whiskey and ate pumpkin pie. We smoked weed, and I got an impressive amount of work done.

I’m done for the evening. I intend to get WAY back into the habit of writing because I feel drawn back to words as of late as a means of creative expression, as well as a healing exercise. Writing this down has been nice, and needed.

2020 has been an important journey for me, especially given that it happened in the midst of me healing from my Dark Night of the Soul, co-dependency, self-sabotaging, etc.

XO, bright blessings.

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