samhain new moon

November 01, 2024

My October was great!

My only complaint is that it was too short. I got moved into my apartment except for a box of miscellaneous small items I need to organize, and a bathtub full of donations.

My birthday party was also great. Golden and I spent a cumulative $700 on food and decorations. We played Cards Against Humanity and listened to Chappel Roan. I put on the show “Uzumaki” and the movie House in the background for visuals.

Last night was maybe even more amazing: I felt magic in the air.

It was Samhain, a new moon, and the 1st day of my blood cycle. I went to the golf course near Laurel Manor and walked around with Mo. It was so serene. And knowing Mo got exercise made me really happy. I got some mental clarity on why I’ve felt so tethered to la Femme. Not based so much on our connection, but because she possesses a lot of things I want for myself and is also both delusionally confident and also physically strong and attractive.

When Golden got home we watched Bride of Chucky and ate charcuterie. Then I read his tarot and we went to bed.

XO,
LB

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