nightmares

October 15, 2023

I’ve been tuned into some lunar, psychic powers and having WILD dreams.

The other night I dreamed I was following Golden around, either hunting him or trying to find him. I go to Carole and Papa’s and he isn’t there, then to Nana’s and he’s “just left.” I’m scared. Flying but unable to control my flight so I keep crashing into the ground. Getting more and more scared, and I start banging furiously on my bedroom windows and screaming, “If anyone can hear me, get me out of this dream!”

Then Sister appeared out of a window across the way and said, “Now you know how I feel every day.”

Then I felt sad and held her in my arms like a baby, and apologized for leaving her at home with our mom when I got married at moved out, and she told me she never told me how it made her feel because she just wanted me to move on and be happy.

Apparently the same night of the dream, Sister posted something angry on Facebook about me.

Then a couple of nights ago (Friday the 13th), I dreamed I was being pursued by a bunch of sharp-clawed, angry cats and kittens, and they were endangering the younger kids in my family.